As well as you are

As i read and see i can finally say you are as well as you were,
i can let go of any worries that may have tailed me this way,
let the world at ease again to know you are no longer ill,
so i give in to my own self happiness at that,
i let my smile flow and make yet another angel in the snow,
cause this winter is another one i will share with myself.

But im ok with these words as they leave my thoughts,
as they turn reality this upside down fantasy i had built myself,
i can cope with the sadness that still dwells,
and i have found a brother when i had lost so many,
much a poet as any other one who can uplift not only with words,
but with the shared stories we both hold,
someone whose life isn’t filled with sunshine and butterflies,
but still manages to smile and laugh at times we both hurt,
another who is as quiet as a whisper can ever be,
but with his words he has engulfed within me a new found hope for eternity,
the other is but a goof, a light hearted friend,
someone who never seems to give up or even fear defeat,
and one i can count on to always be there behind me.

And i can say i am as well as you are or seem to be,
i too can smile the smiles i see,
i too can laugh the laughs you seek,
i have changed my life for the better as we speak,
but i still hold a place inside me,
for all those that passed through,
i still respect you and see you with care,
you were still motivation for me to be better,
you are still the person who taught me that being a kid was ok again,
you are the lyricist whose drive inspired my own to continue,
you are the one whose heart is as big as can ever be,
through all of you i have learned how to be me,
and with the new people in my life,
i can finally be,
as happy and as well as we all can be…