fly away

stiletos and broken bottles, i’m spinning around in circles

i believe it’s one of those nights where i wish that i haven’t pushed every single guy who has ever liked me out of my life. of course, i’m just lonely. and maybe i want to cuddle.

i actually (indirectly) got invited to a huge party tonight but i worked and i was too nervous to go to a party where i barely knew anyone. i mean, i like to have a good time but some nights (okay, most nights) i’d rather be at home. 

work has been stressing me out a lot. i work about 30 hours a week which is almost too much, although i enjoy the money. but i hate not having any free time. it doesn’t feel like summer at all!

bailey is in panama right now, and she comes home on sunday. she wants us to get tattoos when she gets back and the soonest day that we both have off of work is june 15th. so soon! it’s not set in stone, but i’m excited! 

i am leaning towards getting small black birds (like silhouettes) on my back/left shoulder. i’ve also thought about gettting them on chest…like between the top of my boobs but below my collarbone. there are so many options! i don’t want to get something too flashy right now, because i’d also eventually like to get a quote in the shoulder area. i’ve always wanted to get a swallow, but this girl JUST got one today and i’m afraid she’ll think i’m copying her (i sound so lame, i know) so i think i’ll just wait to get one, haha.

i love these.

this is almost exactly what i want! i think i’ll want them more defined, if possible. i love the feathery look, but i don’t want them look like splotches. 

any of guys tattoo experts? i’d love some advice 🙂