12:23-12:41

He doesn’t want to move to WI with me. He loves it just where he is. I don’t expect anything out of him and it’s okay if he wants to stay here. Maybe someday I’ll find someone who wants to live where I want to live. Someone who wants to try my favorite lifestyle. But I can’t life in his land either. I’ve tried to be happy here, but I’m not. I wish he could tell me these things not other people so i hear them through him and not others.

I need to get some bins so I can pack up all my shit. Get it out of everyone’s way.

I’m somewhat excited now about going but at the same time my heart is aching.

-erin-