09:34-09:40

my last three days in new hampshire until october and he doesn’t even want to spend his time with me. I don’t get it…most people i’ve met…most couples when the other leaves somewhere for a good amount of time they want to spend as much time as they can with them. i don’t even get why he says he wants to be with me if he doesn’t even want to spend time with me my last three days here.

i won’t see him for 3 fucking months…3 months.

oh well, i can see where he lies. and what he loves…and it doesn’t seem to be me. whatever. i can be just as distant. if not more.

either way, the past week has been pretty good. i’m getting really excited. taking a bus trip out to WI to stay with my sister. a little freaked out but oh well. anyway, i’ll write again later.