Lonliness Sucks.

Waking up in the morning, and several times during the night, to a very cold and empty bed is the hardest part of being away from Johnny. However, everything else stems from that… Immediately once my day begins, I’m in a bad mood because I wake up alone; it’s nothing but a downward spiral from there.

I really want to write about the trip, but I’m still really bummed about being back in Wisconsin. I have to get over this "feeling sorry for myself" business… I start school on Monday, and once my weeks-long program is over, I’ll really be making progress on getting myself out of Wisconsin and getting back to Pennsylvania.

Now I just need to get a car…

Well, they called me into work early. Maybe I’ll actually write about the trip tonight. Mike’s Hard Lemonade is in my plans for this evening.