Bah!

Now that things have settled, I finally can sit for a minute and write about it.

Last entry was mainly about my sister, who decided she’s not going to school again. Ever. I opened up to her and said a lot of things and all I got in response was a face buried in her pillow with a few huffs here and there. Actually, wait, I take that back… She stabbed me with "Says the girl who took off and moved to Pennsylvania," in regards to pushing those away that care about you. (That totally doesn’t fit, but she doesn’t understand it. Not yet. Maybe someday she’ll grow up.)
The whole issue with her is because she’s fifteen and has the freedom to do whatever the hell she wants whenever she wants. Whatever.

Then, my aunt ended up getting really sick. She was hospitalized yet again due to being severely dehydrated and unable to keep anything down. At all. Wednesday night I came home from work just to go to the hospital to see her. She’s decided she’s not doing chemo anymore. However, now that’s she’s out of the hospital and feeling much better (migraine medicine is helping her tremendously and getting rid of her god-awful headache that helped make her queasy and troubled her food and liquid intake, who’d have thought?) mayyybe she’s changed her mind. Who knows? She’s working with her doctors to see if they can operate before doing more chemo or starting radiation.
She was over yesterday and was a whole new person than what I saw Wednesday night. She was so pale, thinned, discolored, and weak Wednesday night. Yesterday she was the aunt that I have always known, just without hair.

Saturday Johnny and I official became a couple again. Even though I’ve never really considered us to be apart, it feels a lot better knowing we are an exclusive couple again. I’ve been the happiest I’ve been in a long time knowing this. Plus, I’m moving in 32 days. THIRTY-TWO DAYS! Agh, I’m so excited.

Well, I have to go to work here soon. After work I’m babysitting yet again, then tomorrow after work is my cousin’s 3rd birthday party.

I have pictures to share later. I hope you all are well! <3