As Life Gets Longer, Awful Feels Softer

… And it feels pretty soft to me. If it takes shit to make bliss, then I feel pretty blissfully. (The View – Modest Mouse)

I’m sure you’re all tired of hearing me complain about being lonely, talking about how NEED to move to Pennsylvania, and how money seriously SUCKS. This is my OD, though, so if you don’t like it… Fuck off.

Today has honestly been the worst day, being away from Johnny, yet. I woke up at around 8am, and now it’s 7pm. I really have no idea where time went, even though it seemed to drag on, and what did I even do today? Did I honestly spend hours playing lame games on my iphone? I guess so. Shit. I mean, the day was just a big blur of darkness. I need to get out of this funk.

Saving money is going very slowly. At the moment I have about $400 saved. It’s not much, but it’s actually something. As for the apartment, I’m starting to actually get really bummed about the apartment being rented out. June was something to look forward to, and now that’s not going to happen. I guess I’ll just have to wait for another apartment to open up, once it does I’ll have the money to put down as a security deposit and such. Hopefully that happens soon so I can start looking for a job. Ugh!

I’m just in a very odd place, and I just want time to go faster. Can I just win some money or something, please!

Okay, money can’t buy happiness… but it sure can help you achieve that happiness!!!

As for my headbands, tutus, and other cute little girly things… I made a facebook page. http://www.facebook.com/BittyPretties There aren’t any pictures or anything up yet, but I will get them up shortly. I’m also having a contest. The person who refers the most people to the page will win a free tutu with a matching headband. Spread the love!

So, right now I’m on the phone with Johnny. He’s falling asleep. While that’s cute and all, I haven’t heard his voice for the last 3 days… so I kinda wanna wake him up and make him talk to me a little. haha

Okay peoples, I’ll update again tomorrow when my days a little sunnier! =]