Too Many Thoughts
So many things have been in my head today that I know I want to put thoughts down, but I don’t really know where to begin or what to discuss. Topics have ranged from the nature of God, the nature of reality, and symbolism, specifically seemingly innocuous symbolism where none is intended, to evolution and its relation to the 2nd law of thermodynamics and humanity’s part in the acts of creation and causality. So, as you can see, my mind has been sort of all over the place tonight. Eventually I will think of so many various things simultaneously that all parts of my brain are activated and it overheats and explodes and/or melts…which should be both horrifying and entertaining to anyone in the vicinity when it happens. Oh yeah, spontaneous human combustion also came up over the course of the night. You don’t hear much about that any more. Or at least, I haven’t heard much about it since the late 90’s. Might have to look that up later.
Other random things of late: I have been trying to slowly purge myself of a dualistic view of the world. It isn’t easy. Well, I guess in some ways it is. It isn’t hard to view things from a stand point of singularity; the difficult part for me is changing everyday habits that have a dualistic bend into a pattern of oneness, mostly in the manner of speech. It is easy for me to think that something is not heavy, only heavier in relation to something else; it’s more difficult to pick up a box and refrain from thinking of it as heavy in itself.
I could go on for days on these lines of thought, but most of you would probably find them boring, complicated, and, in some instances, sacrilegious. Suffice it to say that my mind is boring, complicated and, in some instances, sacrilegious and that it will probably never be fully within my own comprehension, much less anyone else’s.
That’s my little spiel for the day. Thoughts? =)
I’m growing tired of this life.
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Just write whatever you have in mind. 🙂
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Ryn: Thank you. Life was pretty different ten years ago, though things weren’t bad. I had just graduated and was soon moving out on my own. Things with my parents were starting to take a turn for the worse again, but that was out of my control.
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