The love you can’t let show

Have you ever thought you found your true love but did it wrong?

have you ever after years of being broken up with someone never stopped loving them?

have you ever just realized that you should’ve fought harder at the end?

i read a quote once that said “sometimes when you love someone, you let them do what’s best for them, even though it sucks for you”

and that you know and glad they’re happy in life and want that for them even though you will never be the person they choose..

sometimes I feel like i missed my shot. And my heart will forever be theirs even though it’s a secret.  I will always love from a distance. Even though I don’t want too.

even though so much time has passed that our relationship that was is basically microscopic and I’ve nearly forgotten what it was like.

How do you fall out of love with someone you don’t even want to love?

how do you forget someone who’s long forgotten you?

And why, why is it this way?

….. I want to forget you I don’t want to love you anymore.