new sparks

I am tired at this moment, and a little bit overwhelmed, but I also realize that this new job is going to be really good for me.  In a pretty foundational way, I think.   A way that will remold some of the base-line ways in which I relate to people and respect people and have patience for them.  In a way that will help me to more fully understand how little the external world has to do with the inner calm.  In many, many ways that I only now can see stirrings of somewhere on the horizon, and I feel will undoubtably change me for the better. 

So much growth to be had!  life!