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You know I am all for supporting you in the things you want to do.  BUT 

I don’t think its ok for you to take up drumming lessons once a week for $25 a week or $100 a month when I can’t pay the cable bill.

I don’t think its ok that you spend $100 a month on drumming lessons when I need things and continue to go without to make sure everyone (INCLUDING YOUR girls who do nothing but treat me like crap) has food on the table and Noah has diapers on his butt.

There are things that I would like to do too but I cannot.  I had to scrimp and save money for my race on October 6th and it was only $25.  It took all I had to send in that check.  I felt guilty at first but I never do anything for myself.  EVER.

And you wonder why I’m miserable.  

YOU DON"T LISTEN TO ANYTHING I SAY and you disregard everything that comes out of my mouth and you wonder why I get pissy all the time. 

You know what I need?
New work pants.  Two out of the 4 pairs that I have are being held up by safety pins because all the metal hooks fell off.  Thats how old they are!
New bras.  I only have 2 that fit me properly from losing weight.
A hair cut.  Its been since January 31st since my last one.
A date night paid for by my husband because its been a good year and a half (maybe even more) since hes done anything for me.
 

I just don’t know what to do anymore. 
 

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I am not sure how you put up with it 🙁

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you sound unhappy 🙁

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September 17, 2013

:(. This is NOT good… I am sorry this is happening to you and i think that it happens to everyone every once in a while… and you have to stand up for yourself… if he gets to spend $25 on drum lessons you get to spend $25 on whatever you need or want. fair is fair right. S & I use to have that battle but then i decided you spend $11 i am spending it too saving it.

September 17, 2013

:(. This is NOT good… I am sorry this is happening to you and i think that it happens to everyone every once in a while… and you have to stand up for yourself… if he gets to spend $25 on drum lessons you get to spend $25 on whatever you need or want. fair is fair right. S & I use to have that battle but then i decided you spend $11 i am spending it too saving it.

September 17, 2013

:(. This is NOT good… I am sorry this is happening to you and i think that it happens to everyone every once in a while… and you have to stand up for yourself… if he gets to spend $25 on drum lessons you get to spend $25 on whatever you need or want. fair is fair right. S & I use to have that battle but then i decided you spend $11 i am spending it too saving it.

September 17, 2013

:(. This is NOT good… I am sorry this is happening to you and i think that it happens to everyone every once in a while… and you have to stand up for yourself… if he gets to spend $25 on drum lessons you get to spend $25 on whatever you need or want. fair is fair right. S & I use to have that battle but then i decided you spend $11 i am spending it too saving it.

September 17, 2013

:(. This is NOT good… I am sorry this is happening to you and i think that it happens to everyone every once in a while… and you have to stand up for yourself… if he gets to spend $25 on drum lessons you get to spend $25 on whatever you need or want. fair is fair right. S & I use to have that battle but then i decided you spend $11 i am spending it too saving it.

September 17, 2013

:(. This is NOT good… I am sorry this is happening to you and i think that it happens to everyone every once in a while… and you have to stand up for yourself… if he gets to spend $25 on drum lessons you get to spend $25 on whatever you need or want. fair is fair right. S & I use to have that battle but then i decided you spend $11 i am spending it too saving it.

September 17, 2013

:(. This is NOT good… I am sorry this is happening to you and i think that it happens to everyone every once in a while… and you have to stand up for yourself… if he gets to spend $25 on drum lessons you get to spend $25 on whatever you need or want. fair is fair right. S & I use to have that battle but then i decided you spend $11 i am spending it too saving it.

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