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Tuesday, January 8, 2013
Well I did it

 
I was anxious all day to get on MY treadmill.  I was looking forward to getting on it on my time without rushing to get to the gym and trying to get home at a decent time. I was off and running by 8 and done before 830.  PERFECT!
 
On that note I need to remember that I cannot beat myself up so much.   My run was extremely difficult.  I mean, terrible.  I had to stop after a half mile and walk for a minute.  I knew it was going to be tough but I did not realize how much hard work I undid in two months.  Now I have to slowly work on getting back to were I was and its going to take time. I just need to work at it a little at a time.  In the end I ran/jogged/walked  2 miles in 24:33.  That 12 minute miles! Horrible, UGH!! I will get there. 
 
The good part is I was determined to start and I did.  I made it so I could run at home on my own schedule and time.  No more worrying about going to the gym.  I set in my mind what I needed to do and I did it.  I am proud of myself.  
 
I have been doing great logging in my food.  Saturday was the only day I did not log and over did it but it was our anniversary dinner.  I know I cant use that as an excuse and I still have a long way to go and a lot to learn about myself and eating out.
 
Well its almost 9:00 PM here and I am exhausted.  Hopefully that run will make me sleep well tonight.

Wednesday, January 9, 2013
Weigh in
 
Last week : 150
This Week: 147
Loss: -3
Total: -47 lbs

I  am happy with that loss.  3 lbs with just going to back to eating normal and no candy, cookies or junk.

Surprisingly my legs feel great today.  I thought for sure I was going to be sore in places, but really, I’m not.  I was going not try to run tonight but since I feel OK, I think I might.

I am not going to be on any training schedule yet.  Right now my main focus is getting back my endurance. What I think I will be doing is doing a few 2 mile runs during the week and a 3 mile run over the weekend.  Build myself back up. 

I am trying not to be so mad and myself for screwing up and neglecting myself, again. I worked so hard to get to my 5k runs.  Now I am back to the drawing board.  *bangs head on desk*

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January 9, 2013

3lbs is a great start! (:

January 9, 2013

3lbs is a great start! (:

January 9, 2013

3lbs is a great start! (:

January 9, 2013

3lbs is a great start! (:

January 9, 2013

3lbs is a great start! (:

January 9, 2013

3lbs is a great start! (:

January 9, 2013

3lbs is a great start! (:

January 9, 2013

3lbs is a great start! (:

January 9, 2013

i dont think you lost ALL of it. i think it will come back soon enough and i love how you say 12 min mile is horrible, mine are 15 min miles (im only speed walking). so you are doign better than me.

January 9, 2013

i dont think you lost ALL of it. i think it will come back soon enough and i love how you say 12 min mile is horrible, mine are 15 min miles (im only speed walking). so you are doign better than me.

January 9, 2013

i dont think you lost ALL of it. i think it will come back soon enough and i love how you say 12 min mile is horrible, mine are 15 min miles (im only speed walking). so you are doign better than me.

January 9, 2013

i dont think you lost ALL of it. i think it will come back soon enough and i love how you say 12 min mile is horrible, mine are 15 min miles (im only speed walking). so you are doign better than me.

January 9, 2013

i dont think you lost ALL of it. i think it will come back soon enough and i love how you say 12 min mile is horrible, mine are 15 min miles (im only speed walking). so you are doign better than me.

January 9, 2013

i dont think you lost ALL of it. i think it will come back soon enough and i love how you say 12 min mile is horrible, mine are 15 min miles (im only speed walking). so you are doign better than me.

January 9, 2013

i dont think you lost ALL of it. i think it will come back soon enough and i love how you say 12 min mile is horrible, mine are 15 min miles (im only speed walking). so you are doign better than me.

January 9, 2013

i dont think you lost ALL of it. i think it will come back soon enough and i love how you say 12 min mile is horrible, mine are 15 min miles (im only speed walking). so you are doign better than me.

Really proud of you! Every little step counts, girl! You’re doing great!

Really proud of you! Every little step counts, girl! You’re doing great!

Really proud of you! Every little step counts, girl! You’re doing great!

Really proud of you! Every little step counts, girl! You’re doing great!

Really proud of you! Every little step counts, girl! You’re doing great!

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January 10, 2013

RYN: Parents always get to decide. We could change the name after we adopted, but I wouldn’t do that. Who knows… There was talk of Bella for a girl… At one point there was talk of Anthony for a boy… But that would be naming him after sex offending father… That one would bug me… But then I thought there was another name I heard more recently so we weren’t as worried… Hmm…

January 10, 2013

RYN: Parents always get to decide. We could change the name after we adopted, but I wouldn’t do that. Who knows… There was talk of Bella for a girl… At one point there was talk of Anthony for a boy… But that would be naming him after sex offending father… That one would bug me… But then I thought there was another name I heard more recently so we weren’t as worried… Hmm…

January 10, 2013

RYN: Parents always get to decide. We could change the name after we adopted, but I wouldn’t do that. Who knows… There was talk of Bella for a girl… At one point there was talk of Anthony for a boy… But that would be naming him after sex offending father… That one would bug me… But then I thought there was another name I heard more recently so we weren’t as worried… Hmm…

January 10, 2013

RYN: Parents always get to decide. We could change the name after we adopted, but I wouldn’t do that. Who knows… There was talk of Bella for a girl… At one point there was talk of Anthony for a boy… But that would be naming him after sex offending father… That one would bug me… But then I thought there was another name I heard more recently so we weren’t as worried… Hmm…

January 10, 2013

RYN: Parents always get to decide. We could change the name after we adopted, but I wouldn’t do that. Who knows… There was talk of Bella for a girl… At one point there was talk of Anthony for a boy… But that would be naming him after sex offending father… That one would bug me… But then I thought there was another name I heard more recently so we weren’t as worried… Hmm…

January 10, 2013

RYN: Parents always get to decide. We could change the name after we adopted, but I wouldn’t do that. Who knows… There was talk of Bella for a girl… At one point there was talk of Anthony for a boy… But that would be naming him after sex offending father… That one would bug me… But then I thought there was another name I heard more recently so we weren’t as worried… Hmm…