the american dream..

so i’m at work and it’s just past 2am… and i’m watching a movie called "in america". josh asked me to illustrate the letterhead for his new business as a consultant, so i have a task for tonight…. i’m still not very happy with josh considering he owes me money. we got a rogers bill today and i circled the total and wrote that he owed half plus what he already owes me… and then when he saw it he said something about how he saw the bill and the total and i how i "rubbed it in his face". and i said i just didn’t want him to think i was making it up. what bothers me about this whole situation is that josh makes no apologies for not paying me back. he doesn’t have the money and that’s that. but i know exactly where his money goes and i think it’s absolutely ridiculous that he goes and does whatever he wants (as in shopping, sushi etc) and claims he doesn’t have enough money to pay me back. whereas if i owed someone money, i’d forgo my exorbitant spending and just pay them back, even if it meant i had to go without some of the luxuries i’m accustomed to. he asked me what my plans were for next fall when our lease was up and i told him that i didn’t know. he said he’d be applying to other school boards, out of town and in town. he’s thinking of moving to stratford! which is fine, good for him. but then he asked me if i’d come with him! jesus. i said "we’re not married, i’m not gonna follow you around. i have ties to G and i’m not gonna just pick up and leave because of you." the cold hard truth. like who does he think he is? arrgh. i’m prematurely angry… about the fall but also because of this long weekend. my two besties/co-workers are both on vacay for this week including the long weekend. which leaves me and the other 2 adult key-holders to work at the mall. which means i close alone every night, except for tonight because i had today off – yay. so in combination with that, i’m also working tonight, tomorrow night, sat night and sunday night. i’ll get to sleep tomorrow between 1 and 3pm at the mall and saturday between 7am and 1pm, and then sunday from 6 to 10pm. thank god there’s no volleyball this sunday….

i have a new crush… his name is chris (friend of the chris that i sometimes mention here).

i joined a volleyball team with chris-squared.

i’m still enjoying the gym.

i’m not enjoying work so much…. fodder for another entry..

gotta get back to work! peace