pullin punches..

god i am so frustrated right now. i’m sitting in my little apt all alone.. dead tired and fighting sleep because i have accomplished NOTHING today aside from my jobs. big deal. so i worked from 9am to 10pm… and that’s good for cash but when i got home i was like "maybe i’ll do laundry, make dinner, do dishes… etc" and of course i’ve been laying in bed for the past hour trying to work up some motivation. and i’m just so comfortable that i think i might like to sleep now but how can i keep going on like this? i won’t have a real day off for another few days.. i can’t just let dishes and clothes and attempted drawings and clementine peels pile up around me. gah.. i’m just in a shitty mood. also, a chick at my work .. such a total bitch. cannot stand her right now. there are two actually.. same initials – same personality basically.. a cookie-cutter disturbed cunt. fuck.

i try not to let ppl bother me like this.. i just can’t stop the negativity i’m feeling for the two of them right now. i should be doing something to focus my energy.. maybe put it into a pic. mmmmaaaaaaaybe.

later,

kirsten