on my radar..

so i kept meaning to write but i never got around to it and now there is just so much to say. i’ll paraphrase everything, roughly in chronological order:

drawing – going well although last crit presented issues that need attention..still deep in thought about that one

painting – lacking work, but i have tons of ideas. i just need time to put them into action. show installed sunday, opening tonight… must remember to bring camera

grandpa – had another heart attack and passed away on st. patrick’s day. memorial was saturday, whole family a mess. me doing surprisingly well right now, think i’m still in shock.

this weekend – gonna go home and hang out with gram , on the way back to guelph will stay in TO and hang out with justin

jeff – things going quite well! went on a few dates, talked regularily on msn and some phone convos. went to niagra falls last week and stayed in a hotel for a night! highlights- gambling/married comment , comedy, seeing the falls and of course, losing my born-again virginity that night 😛 shitty part – hasn’t called me since then, been almost a week. have the feeling i’ve been snubbed but really don’t care! sex is really important to me and i really like him, else i wouldn’t have slept with him. but whether he’s busy or blowing me off, this isn’t the kind of relationship i want to have – i require attention, yes selfish, but even an e-mail would do. whatever.

britney – went to bs concert with kori (jealous of jeff!?!? dating loser zac still.) pcd opened and that was sweet. got drunk, stayed in TO and did some shopping. def worth the money

computer – failing miserably. have decided to cut my losses and buy a new computer. considering smaller one for eurotrip 2009 (see below). thinking of asking m and d for a donation, zac style.

eurotrip 2009 – possibility that i may be going solo, or half solo. which is totally fine with me! excitement growing, but still so far away! must remember to write a letter to work solidifying dates.

that’s just a brief summary of the past while…. i’d write so much more but my compy is on the brink and it’s so frustrating going offline every couple of minutes!!

peace!