life is hard!! waaaaaaa!

so yah. i guess it took me a few days to get the courage to talk to chris and tell him that i wasn’t interested ..it was so hard! i hate hurting ppls feelings. it couldn’t have gone any better tho, and i still have him as a friend and talk to him often, so i’m very grateful for that.

other than that, the sitch at work is really getting out of hand… today i cried 🙁    where is karma? why isn’t karma inflicting punishment on the wrong-doers? lol .. ugh. that’s all i can say now. my mind is so tired. more later.