i’m not sick, but i’m not well….

that’s actually just a lyric from harvey danger’s "flagpole sitta" which i just can’t get enough of right now… it’s got the kind of beat that you want to bounce around to… anyways, i feel like that line describes me pretty well. i’ve definitely fallen into a bit of a rut these days. art is a great idea but i just can’t seem to get my ass in gear and actually do it. and if i do happen to pick up a pencil, whatever i draw is crap and i’m so discouraged by it that i tear it out of my book and toss it. ugh. i need some motivation or inspiration or something. i guess what i’m searching for is a reason to do art. because doing it for the sake of doing it isn’t enough for me. and money doesn’t seem like a good reason, morally? it doesn’t make me particularly happy so clearly that’s not a good enough reason to do it.. to do anything! hummm.. something for me to think about. but in the mean time i should just tape a pencil to my hand and force myself to JUST DO IT.

peeeaaaaaaceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!