Stop having sex?????

I haven’t bee able to sleep all night and I can feel how tired I am. But every time I lay down to go to sleep, I keep thinking about Tom and last night. The more I think about the whole situation the more I realize how hard I am falling for him. This is not what I wanted to happen. I am so stupid for even thinking about it. I can’t help myself. There are so many reasons why I should just stop talking to him and forget about him.

1. His ex-girlfriend, Donna. This should be the main reason why I should stop talking to him. He tells me that they have broken up and are not getting back together. Now if that is true then he is letting her believe that they still have a chance to be together. She calls him like 50 times a day and he says it annoys him, yet he was with her all weekend long and she spent the night at his house all weekend. I know that there is something going on there. It just doesn’t make sense. My problem is that he hasn’t told her that there is something going on between us, because as he says he doesn’t want to hear her bitch. But why should that matter if they are not dating????

2. He gets mad at me when I so much as mention that I am interested in another guy, yet he can have girls spend the night at his house and flirt with Jess. Such a lame double standard.

I know that I should just stay away from him, but the sex is great. The best I’ve ever had. Everytime he touches me I want him more and more. I want to be the only one. I don’t want to have to share him with anyone else. Question is do I want to risk losing the great sex because I want a serious relationship with him? Do I just continue just sleeping with him? Or do I try to have something more? Or should I just stop seeing him all together? WHAT DO I DO??????

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UPDATE:

After talking with Carrie the girl he met online when we were playing Turbo21 on pogo, I have realized several things. Tom is a total and complete player. Carrie told me that they have been talking about getting together the whole time he was sleeping with me. He was trying to make her jealous of me. He is such a control freak. He is also a very big idiot. I realized this when we were driving a few weeks ago. We were chatting and he kept talking about when he was with this girl and that girl and I was thinking to myself, now if I was a guy trying to get with a girl I wouldn’t be talking about the other girls that I had been with. At this point in time I relaized what a jerk he was. So we went back to his house and to his room where he was expecting some sexual things to happen(I’m not gonna elaborate I don’t want to get to graphic here), but there was no way in hell I was gonna do anything with him. So I thought to myself let me give him a taste of his own medicine. He was always teasing me and getting me all hot and bothered and then leaving me, so guess what. I did the same thing to him. I got him wanting me so bad, then I got up and said I was going home. He didn’t believe me as I walked to the door. He followed me the whole way and watched as I walked out the door and to my car. He had this look of shock on his face like,”She’s not really gonna leave—Oh my god I can’t believe she is actually leaving” I got in my car and drove off with him standing there with his mouth hanging open. I have never felt so good in my life. I must have been grinning from ear to ear. He won’t talk to me now, but I don’t care. Sure the sex was great, but I realized I’m better than that and better off without him