Still not packed :(

So it is 3:45am and I am still not packed for my trip.  After much talk with Tritt, Astaa, and Bailee, I have finally figured out what I am wearing to the wedding lol.  I actually owe it to my sister for leaving clothes in my closet mwahahaha!  She had left some dresses and I found one that looks awesome on me.  But I had no pantyhose or shoes that matched so I had to make a late night trip to Walmart.  I can’t believe that I am actually going to wear a dress.  I hate dresses.  But it was either that or slutty clothes, and I don’t think I should wear those to a wedding. 

I am definitely looking forward to this trip.  Not only am I going to spend time with good friends, but I get to see my PD 🙂 I have missed him so much.  Although I’m not really looking forward to meeting his sister.  I think she is a nice person, but she irritates me so much when we are raiding because she is a terribad.  I have to stay away from the open bar because I have a feeling that if I have a few too many I might say some things that I really shouldn’t.  Hopefully we don’t have too many WoW related conversations.  Might be hard since half the guild will be at this wedding. 

So the other night I had this really vivid sex dream about Matt.  I haven’t thought about him in ages.  It was weird to dream about him like that.  It left me with alot of conflicting feelings.  I tried to call Dath to talk to him about it, but ever since he has started his new job he is never available.  Which is sucky because I need my best friend.  I love and care about PD, but Matt had a way with words that made my heart melt.  And even though they were just words and never actions sometimes I miss those kinda things.  I know that PD loves and cares about me.  He shows me everyday.  I guess deep down inside the romantic in me just wants to hear beautiful poetics.