*Sigh

The Redwings won last night, but surprisingly I was in a good mood at work. Usually I am miserable, when my team loses. Eddie and Denny came in last night. They were on Towers Detail, so they could only stay for a few minutes. Eddie asked me how I was doing. I told him other than the fact that I am having trouble sleeping, I am doing great. I don’t know why I am having trouble sleeping. I keep having nightmares, the kind of nightmares where I wake up shaking and sweating. Then I have a hard time going back to sleep. I think it could be the effects of withdrawal from not having any Viocden’s or Flexerol. But I shouldn’t be having that. It’s been over two weeks since I’ve taken anything, even Tylenol.

On a more happier note, only two more nights of work until Shane comes back. I’ll see him Sunday night hopefully. I’m working on not being so obsessed over him, but it is going to be a long slow process. Although I think I might have found a cure last night. Brian came in and usually I would stop whatever I am doing and flirt with him. But last night he came in and I asked him a question, he gave me an answer and I went right back to reading the new book I bought yesterday. When he left he said BYE JENN really loud and then left. I asked Mikey if I missed something, and he said yeah Brian was talking to you and you paid no attention. I was so engrossed in the book that I didn’t even realize that Brian, the sexiest man I have ever met was talking to me. The book I was reading was Why is the Stanley Cup in Mario Lemieux’s Swimming Pool. I haven’t got to that part yet, so don’t ask me why. I figured I have tons of hockey books, that if I read them whenever Shane comes in I will be so engrossed that I won’t even notice him. When it comes to hockey, nothing can distract me, well unless Shane would come in nekked.

Anyways I’m going go work on making some more invitations for my 21st b-day party. Later