I miss the music

I hate how something so simple as a Stumble can remind me of Ryan.  Especially when its been forever since I even thought about it.  So I was bored and decided to Stumble like usual and the first page I came upon was a website that has like thousands of old school music videos.  It’s a pretty awesome site.  I had forgot about alot of these songs that I used to love.  And then it hit me that these random bunch of songs were songs that I shared with Ryan.  No one understood my Ginblossoms addiction like he did. 

I still hold music as a very sacred part of my life.  And I don’t care when people don’t understand…or listen to my IPOD and are like WTF is that song…or seriously you have that song.  They just don’t understand.  And I seriously miss that so much about Ryan.  He understood.  He felt the passion…it was is in soul.  <3