Didn’t go as planned

Okay so Monday night didn’t go how I expected it. John and I did not have sex. Am I disappointed, in a way yes, but after having talked to him about why he didn’t want to I am glad that we didn’t. Basically he said that he is not really experienced and he doesn’t know how I would like it. Oh joy, if I want to have sex with John I’m going to have to “train” him. This should be fun in a good and bad way. Kinda good cause I can tell him how I like it, but bad cause I’ve had really great sex with Tom and I am spoiled in that I expect all sex to be mindblowing like that.

Anyways I really like John and I am willing to go through this situation. I hope that our relationship progresses even more.