12/8/07

I hate working in the mall during the holidays.  It is way too loud in here today and there are a million people everywhere.  And dammit last time I checked I was not a mall directory or a watch.  I sit here and hope that someone approaches me about getting a new bathroom, but no…they always ask me where such and such store is or where the food court is or where the bathrooms are or what time it is.  There is a freaking mall directory right in front of my stand, quit being lazy and look at it fuckers.

Anyways…I found out yesterday that Silky is in the hospital.  He was supposed to work last night and when he didn’t show up I asked Daniel where he was and Daniel told me that he was in the hospital.  But I don’t know what is going on and General didn’t get back to me last night.  I am worried.  I hope that he will be okay.  I need to see if I can get a hold of General later and find out what is going on. 

I am supposed to go out with Randi tonight for her birthday but I really don’t feel up to it.  I really just want to stay at home in my nice warm bed and read a book or finish watching Season 1 of MASH.  But she is my best friend and I don’t want to let her down.  We haven’t been spending much time together lately.  I feel bad that I have barely talked to her in a month.  I just need to get my shit together and get motivated to do things.  I have been feeling very blah lately, because there is always so much drama going on and I just want to lock myself in my room and leave it at that.

Sean is going to be okay I think.  He is out of ICU and everything looks good.  He has limited use of his right arm, but the doctors are optimistic that with therapy he should regain full use of it.  I am just thankful that he wasn’t killed and you can best bet that when he is fully recovered I am going to chew his ass out for being so stupid.  I have been telling him for years that one day his mouth is going to get him in trouble and that while yes he is a fighter and can kick anyone’s ass alot of good that will do if someone shows up with a gun…and I was right.  He is one of my best friends and I love him dearly, but I do not want to get that phone call that I have a funeral to attend.  He needs to grow up. 

Not too much else going on.  I am still looking for another job, but it is slow going.  I just need to find one soon though.  Working for Bathfitters is holding me over but I really need more money to catch up on my bills.  I just need to figure out what I am going to do.  I need to go home this evening and work on my resume and send it out to some places on Monday. 

Damn I just realized that it is 4:30 and I was done work 30 minutes ago lol.  Time flies when you are having fun.