11/24/2009

I just came to a horrible realization.  My writing portfolio…years and years worth of my writing…is gone.  I guess that I was in such a hurry to pack my stuff and move out of my last place that somehow I left it behind.   I left alot of stuff behind, but I swear that I packed my writing.  I just looked in the few boxes that I haven’t unpacked yet and it’s not in any of them.  Oh God I’m devastated!  I never backed them up onto my new computer.  They are still saved on my old laptop, but I have absolutely no way to pull them off that computer as it is not working and I don’t have the money to pay someone to do it for me.  I’m seriously crying right now.  I haven’t written anything in a long long time, but Sov inspires me to be creative.  I actually had a few pieces that I wanted to share with him, and they are gone.  All my beautiful words lost.  Gah I’m too upset to finish this.