10/9/07

I just realized that I hardly ever write in here anymore.  I was just going to write about me and Michael getting back together when I realized that I never even wrote about us breaking up.  But anyways…So I broke up with him because I am a stupid idiot.  Then it hit me that I didn’t want to break up with him, that I really do love him.  So he went to Detroit and I couldn’t even go see him and talk to him.  But he came back on Sunday and we went out to dinner and back to my house and we talked and it’s all good between us. 

Now on to the bad news.  My parents have given me 2 weeks to move out.  Things have not been going well between me and momma lately.  To make a long story short I owe her money and I have been paying her as much as I can, but obviously she thinks I have no other bills besides her.  I really am trying. I could understand if I haven’t been giving her any money but I give her money every payday.  But apparantly it’s not enough.  I knew this was coming for awhile now.  I found plans for her to tear down the wall between my room and her room so she could expand her bathroom and put in a jacuzzi tub.  I am not kidding.  She has been saying for months that she couldn’t wait for me to leave so she could have her bathtub.  And then last week I found the plans she had drawn up.  So I knew it was coming.  But what pisses me off about the whole thing was that she couldn’t even tell me.  She left a note in my car.  Can’t even have the balls to tell me to my face.  But it’s all good.  I am going to move in with James.  He has a room available in his townhouse for rent and I talked to the landlord today and I only have to pay $300 a month which is less than I pay now.  Plus it’s about 2 minutes away from work instead of me driving 45 minutes I can walk and save on gas.  So it’s all good and everything will work out. 

The only thing that sucks is that I have to work everyday and I have no clue how I am going to have time to move all my stuff or how I’m going to get it all there.  I figure I can just load up my car everyday and drop stuff off everyday before I go to work.  Randi and Brenda are coming over early Saturday morning and filling up their van and truck with as much as they can and we can take most of it but the furniture over before I have to go to work.  And hopefully Randi’s dad will let us borrow his truck to move my furniture with isn’t much since the bed and futon belong to my mother and she most likely won’t let me take that.  I’m hoping to convince Michael to buy me a new bed hopefully a bigger bed.  We will see.  So really the only furniture I have to move is my armoire, 2 desks and a bookshelf.

Anyways that is my update for today.  I know I have a million more things I want to say, but my whole body is aching from packing up stuff and moving stuff around all day and I just need to chillax.