10/20/2007

Tonight was amazing. I had the greatest time ever. Mary, Ally and I went to Jake and Al’s to see Silky’s band, Broken Stigma, play. They were effin amazing. Silky was awesome and looking damn sexy. The music was rocking and I was enjoying myself. I had some drinks in me and was feeling good. But then I heard the first few notes of STP’s Interstate Love Song and I started getting choked up. I had to go outside because I knew I was going to cry. I couldn’t help myself. That song always makes me cry. Mary came out and asked me if I was okay and I told her why I was upset and she got me to calm down. I went back inside and I was fine. General was there too. He is a cool guy. He is Silky’s best friend and I met him last week and we’ve been texting back and forth all week. Talking about Silky mostly, but other things too. He had us cracking up all night. They are both crazy together.
 
About a month or so ago I made a request on Silky’s website for a song since he does a cover of the week.  I asked him to play Led Zeppelin’s Over the Hills and Far Away. He hasn’t gotten around to putting it up on the site. So tonight he said, “We have someone here who is at her first Broken Stigma show and she made a special request. We haven’t practiced this song so if it sounds bad bear with us.” And then I heard the opening to my song and I just melted. He looked at me and pointed. They rocked it…except no one knew all the words. I was singing all the lyrics and Silky kept trying to get me to go up on stage and sing it, but I couldn’t. My singing is so bad everyone woulda left lol. Afterwards he came over to talk to me and said, “You and your song…we tried.” I told him that it was okay that they music was good but someone just needed to learn the words cause I knew them all. He said, “I know that’s why I wanted you to come sing it.” 
 
At the end of the night we were trying to leave but he told us to wait a few more minutes. We went out and sat in General’s car. Silky asked us to go back to General’s house and I wanted to sooooooo badly, but Mary had to come home because James was drunk and getting his ass in trouble tonight and we had to come home because he was starting shit. I was upset, but I understand Mary’s position. She needed to come home and make sure dumbass didn’t get himself in anymore trouble and I didn’t want to start a fight between them. Mary and Ally went to my car and I sorta explained everything to Silky. He understood. He thanked me for coming and gave me a hug and told me to come keep him entertained at work tomorrow. I might.
 
I like this boy a lot. Since the first day he waited on me at Borders and we talked for about 30 minutes. I like him so much that I DID NOT GO SEE THE PENS PLAY THE CAPS TONIGHT!!! The Pens only come to town twice a year and that is my only opportunity to see them play and instead of going to the game I went to see Silky’s band play. For those that know me and my love for hockey this should come as a shock. It was worth it though. I had the best night. I don’t know how I am going to sleep tonight.