Borderline

Okay, I actually told my counselor about Borderline Personality Disorder yesterday. Nothing happened. She told me that I need to stop worrying about which disorders I might have and focus on specific issues that are going on in my life. Another thing she said was (and this was so obivous too) that just because I have some of the symptoms doesn’t mean that I have the disorder. And that, even if I do have BPD, that wouldn’t affect my personality. I was thinking Okay…..I just told you that so you could help diagnose me. Not to tell me things I already know. Why aren’t you scheduling an appointment with the physcologist so that I can diagnosed?? So that’s how worthless my counselor is. LOL! I am getting a new one. Monday I am calling around. Seeing what I can come up with. I am so proud of myself for telling my counselor about BPD because I was so nervous. But I did it!