07/14/2009

Okay, so I’ve been getting really lazy. I am starting to hate writing in here. But I feel it’s necessary to write in here today.

Remember a few months ago that patient who was at work who was like 50 years old and who asked me out? Well he’s back at work! And, today I found out that he’s gay. Which means one of two things: 1. He’s really bisexual 2. I didn’t understand him. But how could I NOT understand him asking me out?? That doesn’t make any sense.

I didn’t get accepted back to OCC so that means I will have to go to Stratford which will be cheaper. No biggie.

I don’t know what to do about counseling. I scheduled an appointment with another counseling place but I would have to pay 90 bucks of out pocket and I wouldn’t be able to go to dance class anymore so I think I am going to cancel that place. I called another place today but they are booked until February. So I don’t know what to do. I feel stuck. There aren’t many choices in my health insurance book. And I honestly don’t think I could see a man counselor. Oh, yeah I also called the mental health association but they couldn’t help me out either. I am pretty much at a loss. I wish I could have online counseling but that would cost so much money. I think I may just call the one that is booked up again and say that I want to be scheduled in anyway.

I guess that’s about it…