So very hard…

Things are still really hard.

We’re talking again at this point but it’s hard. I keep remembering how angry I am and I have to make a conscious effort to not burst out in tears and rip his head off. Though at this point we still haven’t touched, even so much as hugged, in over two weeks.

And no matter how important he says it is to him that he take care of this screwup, I still have to push him to make the necessary calls and send in paperwork and continue his followup.

I don’t know if he realizes what a big impact this will have on us as a couple if he does not take care of it in the right way. I don’t know if he realizes what kind of impact this continues to have on me…