Life…and other shit…

Well, since i’ve stopped writing i’ve made lots of changes…I started learning how to play guitar, I started really studying, I started a diet and I stopped biting my nails…in theory though, the only one i’ve really stuck to one hundred percent is the guitar…My diet isn’t going too badly but I have to start sticking to it better…my goal is to be down to a size 38 by December 1 so that when we go get my grandmother at the airport I can be standing there skinny next to my fat sister and she can eat her heart out…I even know what I want to wear: a short black skirt, striped button down zara shirt and a new pair of black aldo open backed platform shoes…I wanna have a french manicure…I wanna be doing well and I want to show her that no, i’m not shlomit, but I pulled it off anyways…I pulled it off without being her…and i’m even better…but to do all this I have to really want it and really take myself in my hands and discipline myself…damn its hard…but i’m gonna do it…I have to do it…I need to do it…