Gonna fail again…

I have a math test on thursday and I know it seems like I have a long time to study, 5 days, but i’m gonna fail…I can’t seem to make myself sit down to study, I don’t know how…as much as it sounds corny or whatever, I never had to study for anything when I was younger and I didn’t get used to it so I don’t know how to…I don’t know how to study!!! and I keep screwing myself becuz of it…I need help and noones helping me…noone knows I really need help…they don’t understand how hard it is for me…I can’t force myself to do it…maybe that means i’m not really smart enough for it…maybe it shows that I was never as smart as they thought…maybe i’m really average, like everybody else…