Till now u still don’t understand

I never lied to u Pawandeep u know I’m really trying but do u understand there part of my friends is like taking care of their kids and no time to come out and if they have time either late night or part of them frolnoil gas but unfortunately lot of them is short of worknfor close to yr so even if I ask them to come out they won’t.. unknow I need the power and I’m saving money to get. Pawandeep if I could I give u my everything even my life I could die loving u…. ur just that so beautiful to me do u understand do u understand my heart…………do u understand i m trying.. and fucking Eric is busy with his gf even tho he is like asking me to meet other girls etc that’s how I convince him to come but sometime not convient for him.. there some contact not really close fr but I will try.. but I know once I get the kumanthong I get more power….

u know being a human is just helpless sometimes can’t contorl life but need the power I need the power…

Anyways..today my car have another problem power window j. My side not working and spending another 400 to fix it….. lopor one thing I need u to understand as well I’m control from my feelings when I’m feeling down broken heart I really can’t felt. Like doing anything.. but u need to know I love u and ur are my motivation please believe me… I could die if u need to believe me just as long u love me Pawandeep…