Under the B… 12

   No, I’m not talking BINGO.. I’m talking B12, as in the vitamin. 
 
   For the past year or so, I’ve been just crazy tired and have been getting headaches a lot, pins n needles in the back of my head… Anywho, I went to the doc and whaled all my problems on him. He sent me for a bunch of bloodwork and turns out my B12 levels are super low I guess. So, he says I’m gonna get a shot once a month to see if that will help.

    Apparently, once ya have a B12 shot yer supposed to have all this energy and feel as if you can jump over the moon. Is that what I got out of it? Nope….Nadda…..Nothing……Zipp….Well, you get it… Ive had four shots now and still nothin. I actually got a double dose on my last one cuz I was telling him that I hadnt seen or felt any improvement. Got nothin from that either. I’m due for another one on my birthday….. which is in 10 days!!!!  I think I’m gonna ask him to send me for more bloodwork to see if it can be anything else. I mean, I could sleep for 20 hours a day if I didnt have work or a life. And when I do sleep for "X" amount of hours, it NEVER feels like enough. I always have to draaaaaggg myself outta bed. Its an effort for me to sweep the floor and do the dishes in the same day. I never used to be like this!! And I dont like it!!

     In other news… we’ve pretty much given up on our trip. Yeah it was a good idea and all, but we can NOT save money. It’d be sooo much easier if we didnt have to pay rent/bills.. lol… We didnt cancel it for sure, but we’re kinda on the fence about it now..  

     I gotta new tattoo. I have a few already that were kind of spur of the moment things. I dont regret any of them and like them all, but this new one is definately my favorite… Ever since my poppy died, I’ve been wanting to get a tattoo in memory of him, but I couldnt make up my mind on anything. I had an idea of what I wanted, but nothing popped out at me enough to say "hey thats the one!"  Until I found the one I got…  Ive always liked butterfly tattoos, thats what my first one was actually. And I liked them even more when I found out that its often believed that the butterfly is a symbol of the soul after one dies. Soooo, I found a tattoo thats perfect!! Its a girl sitting on her legs, and shes got these big beautiful butterfly wings, and in one hand, shes holding a small butterfly!! The colors of the tattoo were mostly green with a bit of blue, which looked great… but I tweaked it a bit!! I got mostly blue with some green for contrast… Blue is my birthstone, and I got the small butterfly that shes holding pink… for my poppys birthstone! I just love love LOVE my tattoo!!! I love it more and more everytime I look at it!! Once I get the boy to take a good picture of it, I’ll post it!!

     I’m SUPER excited for next week!! My sister, a friend of mine from work, and I are taking a little road trip and going to see the Cirque du Soleil… I’ve always wanted to see one of their shows so when I knew that they were coming, I just HAD to get tickets!! Second row, Floor seats BABY!!! WOO HOO!! Soooo excited!!!!

    Speaking of work… I am!! (lol) Backshift ROTS!!  I guess I’ll go check the kiddies to make sure they’re all still here and still sleeping!! Been working like CRAZY lately, which is good on the purse strings! lol Car needs some work so I actually have money to get the repairs done…

    I’ll be back one of these years with another update I suppose.  I’m a friggin Facebook addict now!! UHHH!!! Anyone else???

Take care  🙂