B. O. R. E. D.

   Yip, I’m soooo bored its not even funny. We finally got the net hooked up today, and I dont know what to do. I already checked hotmail, hi5, and I’m still in the midst of catching up on fav’s. Other than those sites, I dont really go anywhere else.

   Work sucks! It was going awesome when I first started out…which is really rare when you’re starting casual…. but I was getting full time hours for almost every pay period. And if I didnt get my full hours, I was pretty darn close. After summer and vacations were over thou, a few unexpected things popped up which means no hours for me. I havent worked in almost 3weeks now, which absolutely SUCKS!!! I filed a new e.i claim… nothing new if you’re living on this stupid little island. The unemployment rates on this island are almost doubled what they are for our whole entire province! Nice eh! I guess its better than not getting any money at all, but I’d still rather be working.

  I was starting to feel like I’m finally getting somewhere in life. I finally got a job that I like and enjoy and its something that I went to university for. It was starting to seem like I didnt waste 6yrs in university/college to work at a stupid call centre, surrounded by people who didnt even have a grade 12 education. I finally felt like I wasnt banging my head against a wall anymore. But now?? Yip, I’m back against that wall. I’m stuck in that rut that I was starting to dig myself out of. I’m going nowhere fast. And feeling like a failure certainly dips into other aspects of your life. It kinda makes me feel like I cant do anything right.

  Oh well. Nuff feeling sorry for myself. What else is going on? Not too much, sadly enough. The baby got his first tooth about 2weeks or so ago. The little frigger can bite pretty hard too. hehe  Hes up to 21lbs, 27inches. Hes gonna be a big boy. Almost as tall as me….lol  Smart too. He said  “dadda” for the first time yesterday. I wasnt there to hear it.   Its weird waking up and not being able to hear him upstairs. I miss it. But I make sure I see him at least every second day. I wouldnt want him to not remember me. I would absolutely hate that.  

  My sisters jack-n-jill is next Saturday, so I imagine I’ll be busy helping them decorate that day. The wedding is only 2months away!! *eeeekkkk* Nuts. Its crazy how fast time flies by….and I’m not the one getting married! haha  Our dresses should be in within the next 2-3weeks I suppose. They’re so pretty. Hopefully we wont get a big huge snowstorm on the day of the wedding…. or any day close to it, for that matter.

  Well I guess I’ll get going. I’m still bored….not as bored…but still a bit. We have cable now too    so maybe I’ll go see if CSI or something is on. Take care all.