thanks for what?

I won’t be going to Dads this thanksgiving. he said don’t come, he as already ordered his thanksgiving meal. it is a 300 mile drive one way, and the weather is iffy, the mountain pass maybe bad. this is why he says don’t come. worried about the weather. so I won’t go.

I have had hives for past 4 weeks, really really really annoying itchy itchy. My doctor was worthless. said I caught a bug… hum. the Internet said it is caused by too many histamines. and after reading the list of what not to eat, wine, alcohol, chocolate, ham, … what ever I like–is on the list. great. so I can eat white bread, eggs if they are cooked, apples, if raw. no yogurt, no milk, no cheese,
and of course hives can also be caused by stress…who me? stressed for the past 25 years? never..
and it can last from 6 weeks to 5 years. 5 years! worse that shingles….
I take benadyl at night, 2 knock me out. I need to start taking something in day time. clariton I guess. they are antihistamine’s…
oh and I figured out I have IBS. had the morning squirts for 4 weeks, now entering the constipated part. again, caused by stress….. shit.
literally
 
so my life sucks right now
 
my daughter has had 2 interviews with one company, they are reviewing her references. but we don’t expect an offer until after thanksgiving. and may not start till Dec 1. which –adds to my stress. as making ends meet is next to impossible.
 
so its a pinto bean thanksgiving and a hard candy Christmas. (the pinto bean thanksgiving has a story to it… tell you later)
 
so how is your life?