06/02/2012

 I feel completely out of sorts this morning. I started my period, which is super disappointing because it still isn’t normal and just completely takes me by surprise every time it decides to show up. I have a clogged milk duct which hasn’t happened in months and so I am super sore. I am exhausted. Yesterday I woke up with a weird nose and throat thing. I definitely don’t think it’s strep throat from Miss Salem, but possibly a sinus infection? And my legs are killing me! I haven’t worked out all week (shame) so I know it’s not that. Probably low on vitamins since I have also been slacking on taking my vitamin lately. And, we haven’t had fruit in the house in over a week and I haven’t gone shopping yet. I’m so emotional. Ready to cry over everything. 

Scott is at work for a few hours this morning because this company is using the studio for a photo shoot of their models, and I am crazy jealous! Like seriously. Just before he left I asked if they were going to be naked, and he said no, that they were going to be like Rock Star Models. Great. Just the ones he likes. Big boobs, dark makeup, little clothes, lots of tattoos. I am being completely ridiculous, I know this, I just wish today that this was not the environment my husband worked in. 

Things with my mother are uncomfortable. Yesterday morning when Ian woke up, I wouldn’t even go downstairs because I knew she was there. And this morning she walked around quietly, making faces and talking to Ian, but not uttering a single word to me. We are praying everyday that God will show us our new situation and get us there fast. There are a few things in the works, but nothing I want to share because I don’t want to talk about something that may not happen. It’s not that I don’t love her, because I do, and even up until a few months ago we were still pretty close, but my tolerance is gone. 

The positive to my morning though is knowing that I should be in the shower instead of writing this because we are spending the day with our friends Andrea and Bryan. We will be going to the Swap Meet and then dinner later in the evening. We were supposed to go to the beach and have a picnic, but again I have a beach day planned, the weather dips back in to the 60"s there! Also, Every time I turn away to check on Ian, he has himself in a new position around the room, usually standing. Currently, he is pulling himself up my leg with his little tongue sticking out of his mouth. Salem is enjoying donuts we bought last night to celebrate national donut day. I had a glazed one with chocolate sprinkles this morning along with my coffee. It definitely helped my lady cravings out!

Scott had an awesome idea to make our own pizza for dinner last night. It was a huge success and tasted pretty good! We just made pizza bagels, but the smile on Salem’s face while making them with her daddy was awesome. I wondered if Salem would like the Men in Black movies, so we went and borrowed them from Scott’s dad and watched them both back to back last night. She loved them! Now she really wants to see part 3, specifically today, but I told her it will probably have to wait until this morning. 

I really want to share a few pictures from my cousin’s wedding that are completely unrelated to this entry, so that is how I will be ending this. Have a great weekend everyone!

I took this picture in Salem’s room,  and apparently her mirror is a little dirty, but I wanted a full shot of my outfit.  I never get to play dress up!

At the reception waiting for the Bride and Groom to come in from taking pictures.

They got married at an Equestrian center which was so perfect for their country themed wedding. Scott has all the good pictures, but these are some from walking around outside of me and Ian. 

Dancing with my girl! We had so much fun! And she looks so cute in that dress!