what a bad day

First off, I want to express such sorrow to my best friend (cheechie51) who lost her mom to stage 4 pancreatic cancer earlier today. I can’t believe that this is happening to her. She and her mom are 2 of the best people that I have ever known. It is so unfair that such horrible things happen to such wonderful people.

I am so sad, my heart aches for her and her family. I know that nothing I say will be able to help her broken heart, and it sucks because I can’t move around and get out to see her. I hate that I can’t be with her at this really hard time. It makes me want to cry.

I have never had to deal with a death so close to me and close friends before. Josh’s best friend Jessie lost his dad in april and now danae. Its not fair. They were all too young.

On another sucky, yet extremely unimportant note, I had a really bad day today with the medication. I was throwing up all day and just managed to keep down a pill and some green beans. So, hopefully I will be able to keep down another pill and something else small to eat.

I did wash my hair for the first time since Thursday today. It was nasty. Let me tell you though, it is hard to stand up to put my head under the faucet to wash it.

Well, after a really bad day and a crappy entry, I am going to lay down. I haven’t taken a nap all day and for being used to sleeping all day…I’m tired.

Hope you all had a better weekend then some did.