overwhelmed

First I would like to say that I am in looove with this weather!! I love being able to sit in the bedroom with the windows open and do my homework.  I am so much more motivated when the weather is nice and the sun is shining!

I am overwhelmed. I really am.  I have a lot of homework to worry about. I have a couple papers and group projects/presentations to do.  I just hate the end of the semester so much. Everything happens at the end. All the teachers are like "well since its the end we have to make sure that we cram everything in." Ugh, screw them.

Only 4 and a half weeks left!! I just have to be positive.

Anyway, Josh and I are doing good.  We aren’t fighting a lot. We are just loving each other and I love it. I love that we can have fun together and be together without fighting. Its great. We’re great. Yay.

Josh’s birthday is coming up. The big 2-3. I am hoping to take him to see Jeff Dunham. He is coming to Utica on the 20th and the tickets are only like $35, so if he wants to go then that is what he is gonna get.

He got these awards from school for his major for having the highest average and stuff. I am so proud of him. He is so smart. Just so smart with a lot of things. So, the ceremony is next Friday so his mom and Rick are going to come out and spend some time and take Josh out to dinner for his birthday and go to the ceremony. Neither of them have seen our apartment yet, so it will be fun.

The weekend sucked, but it was good at the same time.  It sucked because of his death, but it was good because it was a time that we celebrated his life and all the great memories that we had with him.  We spent a lot of time with the family. We cried a lot. The cry was a good cry though. It was a very cleansing cry. Mrs. Petit is so strong. I don’t know how she did it. Josh and I plan on calling her a lot and emailing her just to check in and make sure she is ok.  She told me that she wasn’t sure how to cook for just herself. I told her that I would come over as much as she wanted over the summer to have dinner. I just want to make sure she has me and Josh when she needs us.  I love her so much. I told her that on Saturday and the look she gave me after that was so nice. She just gave me that look that said that she needed it and it meant a lot to her that I felt that way. It was amazing.

Well, I am just dead right now. All I want to do is relax and watch some of my DVR’ed episodes of Rachael Ray talk show.

Sorry I was such a horrible noter over the weekend. It will get better I promise!!!