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I know that I have been MIA for a long time.  I just don’t really want to update, I guess. A lot has happened in the month that I haven’t updated.

The biggest one is the move to Cobleskill.  I moved out last weekend.  Josh and I are going to probably stay in the apartment that he has now instead of moving out to another one.  We are saving so much money by staying here. There are 3 rooms and we are each (Josh and I are one person) pay $256 a month including utilities, so its a pretty good deal.  If we moved out we would have to pay $550 a month and then utilities.  Big difference. So, we are staying.  It’s fine. It’s cheap. Im with him and thats all that matters.

I am looking for a job. I have been applying up the ass and I just haven’t gotten a definitive yes.  I have gotten a bunch of emails for follow-up information, just nothing concrete. I am so flippin’ bored I could die.

I’m kind of in a weird mood lately.  i don’t really feel like I belong here. I just feel like I am visiting. I don’t feel like I have a home here.  After the wedding I ended up with a lot of free time and got to hang out with some friends I haven’t seen in a long time and I just feel like everytime I get a chance to feel like I fit in I get pulled into a different direction.  I miss home.  i don’t miss living at my house, I just miss that place.

Josh told me that by April we will be back in Buffalo and boy, Jenn, I got that same itch. I am counting down the days until we are back there. I told Josh that when we decide to have kids in like 5 years, I want to be living at home. I don’t want our parents and grandparents to have no relationship with our kids. Being home when we have kids is really important to me.

Being married actually makes me think about these kinds of things. It’s weird. I don’t feel like I’m old enough to deal with these situations yet.  The only definitive thing we are going to do is get a dog by June. Josh found the litter he wants to buy out of and the pups will be born in April/May and will be ready for us in June. he wants a pure-bred black lab. There is $700!! lol

well I don’t really have much else of importance that needs to be said. Sorry I have been gone!