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Ohhmygooosh..

I don’t think that I have stopped moving since last week sometime.

Let me think about all the stuff that I have done….

Friday before last: I went to my last class of the semester and then came back to help pack up the dorms and get everything in the cars.  After all the was done my Dad headed for home and Josh went to Prentice to "enjoy" one more lunch with our friends.  It was hard to say goodbye to them. I am going to miss them like crazy.  After lunch we headed back to the dorm and checked out and then Josh dropped me off at my exam and ran to wal mart.  I went and took my exam which was suuper easy by the way.  He came back to get me and then we headed home. We left at 2 and got to his moms at 6.  We made excellent time.  Josh’s mom and Rick took us out for dinner.  We came back to the house and finished some laundry and packed all of Josh’s stuff. We got to bed about 12.

Last Saturday: Got up at 4am, even though I didn’t want to because I knew what was going to happen in 2 hours.  We took off for the airport.  Got there and there was some confusion with Josh’s flight but all worked out in the end.  I hugged him for the last time while tears (just like now) were streaming down my face.  Its so hard to watch the person you love more than life itself to just walk away from you. I watched him get through the security and we talked on the phone a bit.  Then he got through and I just watched him walk away without looking back.  I don’t think that I have ever felt more pain in my life.  I know that its sad that I miss him this much. Josh, unlike a lot of things, is a constant in my crazy life.  I can always count on him for a shoulder or a hug. I don’t really have anyone like that right now. I have my wonderful friends, but I can’t just be like "can you be my boyfriend for minute"? Nobody understands me like him and knows how to comfort me or make me laugh like him.  Its been hard to sleep alone for over a week when I was sleeping with him everynight at school.  I just can’t believe that I have to got through 8 more weeks like this.  8 is waayy too long for my liking.  Anyway, after I watched him walk away, his mom and I headed back to her house so I could get my car.  I got home about 7:30 and I was thinking about going back to sleep, but I felt like I had so much to do that I didn’t.  I unpacked and organized (even though I didn’t finish).  I took a shower around 10 and headed to the mall for new work shoes at 11. I knew they were in sears so I was just going to run in and run out.  But nooo they didn’t have them anymore. Then I went to Shoe Dept, they didn’t have them either. Macys-nope. Finally I went to Pennys and they had them. By this time it was 12 and I had to be at my interview at 1. So I got the shoes and was literally running to my car on the other side of the mall. I sped home got changed threw some stuff together for the night and ran out the door. I was gone by 12:20.  I made to the interview on time and everything went great with that.  I should be expecting a call back soon.  After that I went to HI to work. I worked 2-12.  I spent the night at my sisters because I had to be back at 7am.booo.. I didn’t get to bed till 1 and I had to be up at 630ish. Mind you I was running on 4 hours of sleep the night before. (and it was busy as shit at work that night)

Last Sunday:  I got up went to work and ran around like a maniac until about 4ish. I got home and my mom was in a pissy mood, but what else was new? I went to Teds with my sister and then we went to Tops to get my mom a card and flowers. We came back and hung out for a while. I got a shower and went to bed early. I was still unpacking and getting stuff organized.

Monday: I had to work at 6:30 and it was so busy and I was alone. Mind you I enjoyed making money, but it would have been nice to have some more help.  So, I left there about 3:30. Rosie called me at 4 and asked me if I wanted to go to the arena to watch the Sabres game.  So I went down there and had fun even though the Sabres lost.  Then after that I went to Denny’s with Danae.  I love her 🙂 then to bed.

Tuesday: My day off. Even though it didn’t seem like it.  I just cleaned and cleaned and organized.  I went to Best Buy with my dad to buy a router and then stopped at tops to buy some stuff for dinner.  I got home and made dinner and tried to help my dad put the router together.  Didn’t work.  We ate, watched house and then I went to bed seeing as I had to be up early to go to work again. 

Wednesday: Work again. Serve.  I made lots o money again because it was a mad house : ) I think that I actually just layed around after work because I was in pain. My knee was angry at me because I was walking on it so much.  Bed early b/c work again in the am

Thursday: Work. Host. Kinda busy again, but not too bad because we had a buffet.  I wiped out and messed my knee up a little bit.  I had to scoot outta there at about 3:15 because I had a dr appointment at 3:45. He thinks I am getting an upper respiratory infection, :::crosses fingers..please don’t let it be::::: I  came home and organized a bit more. and relaxed per my doctors orders.

Friday: DAY OFF!! I slept in 🙂 went to lunch with my sister at Old Man River and got ice cream. I came home and finished getting ready. Went to get my eyebrows done and then went to the mall with Danae. I bought a cute shirt to wear to the wedding on Saturday.  I came home and tried to figure out what would look good with it.  Then I ran to Kohls to see if they had anything and then didn’t so…blah…I went to bed early..work again..

Saturday: Only worked from 7-11.  I had to get home fast, shower get ready.  Got a pedi with my sister at 12:30. I went to pick up Brett after and then we went to the ceremony.  After the ceremony we were going to go to Ryans with Katie and Michelle to watch the rest of the game, but then he wanted to go to River Oaks with his sister, so I dropped him off and then I headed for home. I hung out, ate a small bite and then watched the Sabres lose to the sens…booooooooooo. Mal came over by 530 and then we headed for the reception. We had a great time, awesome friends and food. I missed them so much 🙂 Was gonna go downtown, but I am only 20..ugh..August 11th where are you?

Today: Finished cleaning my room and I have to work at 4.  Now, I have to go shower..

I miss Josh like crazy and i cried a lot today. I wish it didn’t hurt so much.