Ashley’s Hands

Hey my sexy 🙂

Well, my handprints have been sitting on my desk for nearly two weeks now! Eeek! I decided I should spice them up a bit 🙂 I’m sorry if it ends up looking ugly. haha – I love you 🙂 I think I’m gonna write a little tid-bit by each hand – not one continuous "note" sound good to you? hmm, you can’t really tell me, I’ll just hope – I also hope the pencil doesn’t rub off or something, I Just thought pen would show through. ah! It’s lopsided! sorry 🙁

Hey dave, you know all of this Olga stuff is gonna be fine right? You’ll do the right thing. I have no doubt in my mind. you’re the amazing, brilliant, sexy dave – you shall do no wrong in this my dear. And you know you have tons of people to talk to – even ppl 800 miles away!! Eeek! So don’t you worry your precious head, everything will be fine – it’ll just take time 🙂 The worst is behind you 🙂 I looooove you!

So hey! I just got off the phooooone w/you! And then you called back just to say "I love you" eeek! But I love you so much more – it’s just, it’s just indescribable my sexy! See, right when you called I was writing "DAVE" on my dry-erase board – eek! Now you’re on there!

So, do you think I should have written this stuff on the front? hmm.

Something To Ponder

<– that was just to take up space 🙂 I love you 🙂

Wanna see some song lyrics? Okay 🙂 heeere we go: I’m not afraid to go backwards and fix what we broke. My gaze falls behind, you make desire seem so easy I hold off sleep, its so silent without you here Don’t give up now, it would all be for nothing I believe in second chances I believe the years forget let me fill these empty spaces Better late than Never Stay forever Let me fill this empty space There’s always room for one more mistake Can you feel that I think we’re moving in the right direction I was someone else then I’d take it back if you would let me We were never this close when we were young Every night I whisper your name at the top of my lungs.

<– Whoa cool song?

… maaaybe

So… Dave – did you think I’d have good handwritting? I bet you did, I’m sorry :/ I could try harder – sometimes I can make it look decent, but I’d rather be honest haha – hey guess what!

you!

… to know that you feel the same as I do… is a three-fold-utopian dream.

<– hey my sexy, I’m sorry that doesn’t look pretty 🙁 if I could write in that caligraphy stuff, haha, I’d use that. but weeelll.. I can’t 🙂

Hey! You know that song "beautiful" by joydrop? They were at FALLOUT (that big concert we have) Ah that song is so so good – I love it. It was awesome to see it live – I mean it – & that girl, the singer, she’s actually really pretty

~ go figure

but the performances kicked arse.

I love you more?

Yes 🙂

Whoops I just wrote all that stuff & I still have an hours worth of homework to do – oops, oh well I drank a coke tonight – that oughta keep me up. writing this is just more fun

~ Sigh ~

the things we do for

Love

<– damint it messed up 🙁

You know what?

I love you more.
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~ way to procrastinate, eh? ~
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MORE 🙂

Hiding in the forest is a panda little bear
He’s eating on some ‘boo leaves
Waiting for you there

~ Daryl Hawkins

My daddy wrote that & it got published in this BIG book of poems called Across the Universe

I love you 🙂

Wanna hear something funny? Okay 🙂

Dumb as hell but in smart classes,
only liked cause they got big asses.
Got a lot of good shit but they don’t deserve it,
but their fucked up parents think they’re perfect
Everyday they OD & smoke week,
don’t get caught cause we got dumbass police,
they think they’re the shit but they really suck
boys only go out w/them cause they wanna f*ck

haha – isn’t that funny? They guy wrote it to entertain foard in class the other day

Wanna know something great?

I love you 🙂

Jeez this thing is getting all wrinkled
Dave, I’m sorry :/ I hope it doesn’t look ugly now :/ Where the heck are ya gonna put these anyway? I was thinkin on the back of a door or something, haha
Guess what I’m gonna tell you for like – the Billionth time!! I love you!

Hey this is really cool, its from

The Perks of Being a Wallflower:

there is this feeling I had friday night… after the homecomming game that I don’t know if I will ever be able to describe except to say that it is warm. Sam and Patrick drove me to the party that night, and I sat in the middle of Sam’s pickup trick. Sam loves her pickup trick because I think it reminds her of her dad. The feeling I had happened when Sam told Patrick to find a station on the radio. And he kept getting commercials. And commercials. And a really bad song about love that had the word "baby" in it. And then more commercials. And finally he found this really amazing song about this boy, and we all got quiet.

Sam tapped her hand on the streering wheel. Patrick held his hand outside the car and made air waves. And I just sat between them. After the song finished, I said something.

"I feel infinite."

And Sam and Patrick looked at me like I’d said the

greatest thing they ever heard. Because the song was that great and because we all really paid attention to it. Five minutes of a lifetime were truly spent, and we felt young in a good way. I have since bought that record, and I would telly ou what it was, but truthfully, it’s not the same unless you’re driving to your first real party, and you’re sitting in the middle seat of a pickup with two nice people when it starts to rain.

… you like? 🙂
Read the book 🙂

So wow – I can’t believe I filled up all that space! haha – hey I love you 🙂 eek, I just wanna hug you and kiss you all over you adorable teddy bear! Dave I swear – these 800 miles will have to go away at some point – haha <sigh> I love you 🙂 dum de dum – I’m listening to Matchbox20 🙂 I Really hope all the pencil doesn’t smear haha – that’d be no good – eeek! I love you! I wish I could talk to you. Sigh – I should go – enjoy my hands 🙂

I Love You ~ Smile 🙂

* Ashley