Are you ever just angry at everything?

I’m just angry at everything right now.  I’m sure I’ll get over it soon.  Nothing happened today or anything like that; I’m just upset.  I feel like calling everyone I meet an asshole and I’m generally cynical today.

On the 19th, my band disbanded.  Frankly, it was a long time coming.  We haven’t played a show since, I don’t know, May, and I’m pissed at the other two guys who were in my band because they are such flakes.  If we hadn’t disbanded, I would have quit anyway.  You can’t count on them and they are very selfish, but for some reason, this makes them both popular and… what’s the word… they get what they want from people.  I don’t understand it.  I don’t really care that much… I’m just trying not to think about them.

I would like to be more confident and assertive.  I am tired of having a wimpy voice and being so short.  When I hear recordings of my speaking voice, it makes me want to hit something.  It’s not so bad that I’m mistaken for a girl on the phone, but close.  I am going to work on that.

I don’t really have anything to say, so I guess I’ll wrap this up.