Hearts

I decided to take the semester off due to the college screwing around with my schedule far far to much in just a few days. Taking the bus back and forth that excessively turned out to be a lot tougher than I had imagined and I began getting worn out just going back and forth so much. Its about an hour and 15 minute trip to get there and another hour and 15 minutes to get back. To much effort for just one class (they cancelled my other one on short notice.)

So, I’m just gonna work. I’m happy and I’ve been happy for the last week and a half or so. I don’t know exactly whats changed but I’m not sure if I really care. I’ve just been happy and that seems like something that doesn’t need to be validated by contemplation or reasoning. Its just something that stands as is.

On a side note, valentines went by just beautifully and we had an amazing time doing absolutely everything and nothing. I bought her a dozen white carnations (I couldn’t afford the white roses) which came out very nice (I preordered them.) I got an ice cream cake shaped in a little heart at the ice cream parlor I work at, she thought it was the cutest thing and she loved the ice cream that was in it. She said she had never had anything like that, before and its now her favorite ice cream (Love potion #31).

She finally let me pay for something (She usually jumps ahead of me and pays for everything.) So we ordered take out and we rented a movie and just stayed back at her place talking all night long and watching movies. It was wonderful and never in such a long time have I felt so open with someone that we could talk about absolutely everything and nothing no matter how. Its been like this between me and her for awhile. Maybe thats why I’ve been so absurdly happy.