Caplet

I told her I loved her. That I always loved her and that it probably wouldn’t never ever change, but what was most important is that she was happy with the situation, but that when I told her I loved her this way… That I always felt like these guys who entered her life as a friend only with intentions of "getting together." I didn’t want to be one of thse guys, ever. Those were never my intentions… She will always be my best friend first.

But right now, I don’t think I’m in any place to handle a real relationship. I hope that shes okay with taking things extremely slow, because with my mindset… I think thats the best I can offer right now. With where I am in life, I think this is the best I have to offer.

I worry that it wouldn’t be enough or that it won’t be enough. I don’t know.

I worry a lot.