You’d think I’d be used to it
Pain, emotional, mental, physical, I’m tired of feeling that somehow I’ve screwed myself up. Even as I have a good job, even as I’m slowly getting my debts paid down. was in the hospital Last Saturday (the 14th) because my heart went a bit wacky. making achingly slow progress on my book. almost done rewriting chapter 2, just another 3 scenes to go before it’s done. then I’ll spend 5 minutes making minor changes to the chapters and put them up online.
Just horribly horribly depressed the last week.and things keep getting worse….
blergh. I think i’m tired of wanting anymore.
but I’m not dead yet, which is probably a good thing. but damnit I’m tired of my heart aching… and not sure if it’s physical or mental or emotional.
I’m always here if you want to talk. Love you sweets, want you to be happy. *hugs*
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*big hugs* go puddle jumping 🙂 <3
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