7/6/2003

Time: 9pm
Music: none

it’s a strange feeling to be so tired you can barely hold your head up, and yet to be unable to fall asleep. half stuck in a haze of exhaustion. I’m doing ok, just haven’t done anything in a few days, just relaxed tried to keep my mind turned off. but I feel worn out, I feel more tired now from trying to rest, than I do when I’m on the edge of exhaustion.

I dunno, maybe I’m falling apart, I can’t tell anymore. Hell at this point I can barely gather the energy to write this so people will know i”m still alive. eh, one way or another, I’ll survive, I’ve managed to survive everything else up to this point. why not survive this?

brain turned off

write more later…