Searching

Thanks to a lovely discussion yesterday, I spent a better part of the morning try to google my diary. It doesn’t show up thanks to the DM and OD members only diary status. But unfortunately I was actually hoping to find something. Lost archives of my diary before it got hacked. Whilst there are bad memories, I’d like to look back on 15 year old me and laugh. I can’t believe how grown up I thought we were back then. I’m sure though, when I’m 35 I’ll look back on this and laugh.

That sent me on a journey of note searching to find the different names I’ve used over time. Nothing turned up on google, but I realize what a bitch I was. I truely didn’t care about anyone but myself buring my drug use, and I had no problem being cruel and hurtful. I’m glad thats behind me. Yet somehow, it follows me, and I’m still seeing the negative effects from it.

July 17, 2006

Sorry you couldn’t find anything 🙁

How can you google a diary? Do you mean you do a search on your diary? What doesn’t show up? Would you be able to make a banner for the forum I mod. I mod the inspriation forum?

simple mind

Admit it, “AdoresTheHoff” was one of your previous user names. 😉

Killer Hair

All I could find on my name was that I was the member of a couple of interest groups

When I google my diary name, I get lots of great info about the 80’s band responsible for the Breakfast Club anthem – which, of course, is what inspired me to use the name. So I think my OD is fairly Google-safe. ryn: Added!

SeekingJoella

yeah I just go back on my entries sometimes. I have had this diary for almost two years. I think you are a wonderful beautiful kind person now…so just keep remembering how far you have come instead of how far you have to go.

ryn: Well, hopefully Augustish, but certainly no later than Sep. before we go public and the crime investigation unfolds. By the way, that pic of you on your front page is SO CUUUUUTE!

Don't Stop Believin'

July 18, 2006

RYN: The test I took today(The Clearblue Digital) wasn’t positive.. but it’s 40 mIU, so I’m going to wait before you add me if that’s okay.. b/c I’m so leery about this being another chemical pregnancy and I don’t want to get too excited!!