New Year’s Revalation

Well the new year started good. I havent yet stopped smoking but I only have 4, 3 cigarettes left in my last pack so thats it. Im gonna be cranky Im sure, but really its worth it. For someone who fears death so much I dont know why I smoke. Reliefs my stress I guess.

 We had the traditional new years kiss, with Chris’s mom practically screaming at me to hurry up and kiss him lol. I love that woman. I drank a little beer but it was Coors light and I think it tastes like soap so I didnt finish it. I prefer Bud light or Miller Genuine. Then I got out my tipsy shooter and my Jager and had a shot. I havent drank in a long time. Since last year I believe. I got pretty buzzed off that one shot I must say. It was a nice buzz. I was a little tipsy and giggled a lot. Im sober now but it was fun for the hour or so it lasted. We of course made love and then watched a movie. Its was a good night.

We are waiting on a phone call. The girls Amanda and Jamie from the gas station (yes thats how sad this town is when you become friends with the gas station workers) down the street were going out to a bar for the night and of course both Chris and I are against drunk driving so he offered to drive them home. Bars dont close until 3am here, and we arent sure if they need him to give them a ride or if they got a hold of someone else so we are waiting up. It was a nice night and I cant wait to have these moments with a family of our own, in our own place, with my husband to be.

Oh yeah and I have pictures of my awesome shot glass. Its a tipsy double shooter. They made it so the shot glass is leaning to give the illusion that your drunk. Its very cute.