Last Night*

Last night I was very hurt, and very mad. At Chris. We shelled out 100 bucks for him and Mikey to get a new tattoo, and then chris wanted a beer. So he starts drinking, and then he tells me he took a Xanax and 1/2. First off, Xanax makes Chris act like an asshole. Not mean, just idiotic. And adding beer on top of that sedative didn’t help. I was just expected to babysit him. Then I find out he crushed up that 1/2 xanax and snorted it. WTF? That’s what hurt. It’s bad enough he took pills that he didn’t need, but to take them like illegal drugs pissed me off. We worked so hard to get away from that, and whether or not it is a prescription drug he was snorting, it’s still not how it’s supposed to be taken. I was really hurt. This morning I’ve decided to let it go, so his last day with Mike isn’t ruined. But this will bite him in the ass, the next arguement we enter.

*Well we talked and I explained what an asshole he was last night. He felt really bad, but I’m not mad anymore.