Just Random Thoughts

I slept weird last night. I mean I slept good, but I remember waking up to jamming my thumbnail in the wall. I must have been waving my arms from a dream. I dont remember much but I do remember it hurt. Yesterday was nice. I did a bit of cleaning and hung out with my babe when he got home from work. His work fired a grill cook, so they asked him to pick up shifts. So thats about a 1.25 more an hour for us. Im going to start looking for another job soon. I dont need to yet but I will start soon. Jess has an appointment for his second opinion today. Hopefully after that we will get some idea of a treatment plan and a timeframe. They have him on pills right now to slow the cancer down thats in his prostate.

Me and Chris still arent sure if we are moving back to San Diego or not. We have been talking more about kids lately. Not about having them but about what it would be like to have them lol. We were talking about field trips and chaporoning and how cool we woud be. We are goofs. I have a blood blister inside my lip by my bottom teeth. I bit my lip a few days ago and msuta broke a blood vessel inside the lip, but didnt bite hard enough to draw the blood out. Its quite annoying.

Chris still wants to build all our funiture. We got rid of our bedframe because the damn thing had pointed ends and I cant tell you how many times we got stabbed on it. I had bruises all across my thighs from it. So we got rid off it and turned the bed sideways for more room. Chris plans on building us a dresser, and TV stand, a desk, and a bed frame with drawers built into it. He also wants to build the cat a trippy cat scratching post thats about 5 feet tall, and has steps and turns and all that fun stuff. He also wants to build a cat walk around the room for the cat. I want this stuff he wants to build it. So hey. Oviously we are wating to make the cat walk till we get our own place.

We have been thinking a lot about living arrangements lately. Obviously Chris’s parents arent going to be around for much longer. Hopefully for another good 10 or 15 years. But they are old and we both know reality. What we are trying to decide is what do do with the money from this house. We are getting the house when they die, which is so sweet of them. We are going to sell the house, give half of it to his sister, who has helped us out as much as she could, while living in Florida and taking care of her grandkids with her duaghter, and one of the grandchildren has mental problems. The problem is I cant decide if we wanna put a downpayment on a house and then wait for the money from my parents house when we sell that and spilt it with my sister. But neither me or my sister want our old home sold to some strangers, but since my sister is moving to Vegas we thought maybe we would put a downpayment on their house and they could sell it to me and Chris. I like to have a plan for the future, even though these are things I’d rather not think about.